“God-shaped hole”?
the sensation that no matter how well or how much I am loved
I can not believe I am lovable simply because I exist…
and how it seems that if I could (simply believe I was lovable),
so many difficulties might be solved, resolved, dissolved…
how many things entangled in this vacuum…
in the mirror I note the shirt I am wearing
is it as simple as that?
Grrrrrrrrrrr
Polysemic Stupor 
Yes, and no. There is a lot of resistance in all of us when it comes to self love, as we are conditioned to conditional love. The permission comes from your self, open a hole and it will pour in.
Or, if you wanted to save some money on letters: “NO”