Writing it out : writing in

Into (and out of) the labyrinth of language

“there can be no fully articulated thought without symbolic embodiment…

language is the very stuff of which ‘ideas’ are made…

to separate thought from its symbolic manifestation would be as futile

as to try separating a mind from its embodiment in a human organism”

-Max Black, The Labyrinth of Language

“words are part of action and they are equivalents to actions”

-Bronislaw Malinowski-

            Sometimes silenced.  Pressured in channels.  A void creates a vacuum.  Fettered speech – often necessary but variant to “open” or “expressive” on a relative continuum.  To a purpose.  Carrying a message.  Responsive.  Reducing uncertainty.  Extrinsic.  Sometimes.

As if a balance of scales.  A fluid diagram – flow chart.  Internal at the individual end, external at the communicative social.  Between are many pages, many possible sounds.

If days go by.  When days go by.  After days without a feeling of spillage, a “seems” – the experience, for this writer, of unexpurgated, unconventional intrinsic release – that is, writer’s personal experience (a complexity of interactions – organism with environment and others) there ensues a kind of illness, like constipation, like perpetrated violence or censorship, like oppression – that, unless a leakage is allowed, some systemic crack, a private valve – writer risks implosion.  (Say – depression, frustration, resentment, anger).  Holding a forest beast under the lake.

Slipping out and away, writer beast finds a crevice or hollow, cavern or plain in which, from whence, he or she can reduce uncertainty, verbalizing observations and ideas.  As if life is the laboratory that would go unmarked and unnoticed without jotting tallies on a page.

Writing it out – writing in – a labyrinth.

Taking up the ball-point pen, dragging it along the surface of clean paper, is like turning the tap.

Hiss and sputter – tubes finding matter or substance, inciting energy – then flow.

 

I write about heaven and hell, the monsters here to there.  Of inscribing itself, the requirements of entity and imagined self or other.  The many, the few, and the plants and the beasts.  What air.  In the woods and the desert, the mind.  The heart with its loves and its rage.  Perpetual fears and the virus of mayhem.  I write about her and the children, of friendships and evil and time.  About death, about life, about learning.  In senses, in theories, in words.

It’s not difficult, I’ve just done it.  And you have provided the meaning, already.  Each term stimulating your “abouts,” descriptions and definitions, the semantics.  I craft words your eyes and ears compose commentaries to.  Little point to my telling.

Yet some of you read differently, perhaps listening.  Maybe wonder the about.  How it comes to be, what is signified for me, and why just so?

 

Creates conversation.  Your doctor can doll out the pills you receive and absorb, internalizing into your existent system.  Your god may tell you what you should do.  Your boss indicates how you should do it and when, friends and family surround you to be.

Not I.  I don’t want it to work quite like that.  I am spinning no story for you to follow along, no pattern upheld to your measure.  Writing it out in the labyrinth of language, I mean for exchange, for a wander – we enter, we leave the deposits we find, discover and fashion with so many hands, so many eyes, ubiquitous ears.

Write it out writing in, in the reading together, again, wending our way trading secrets and gems, co-constructing meanings and moods all to the tunes of language.

 

I step out of the water and dry.

The Labyrinth of Language
by Max Black

N Filbert 2012

This has been one of those weeks…children home sick from school, an art show to hang (see here!), school studies, and all the sundries of necessity leaving very little time for nourishing reading and composition.  Needed to set aside some time beginning this day.

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9 thoughts on “Writing it out : writing in

  1. Thank you dear N Filbert, I noted this book, should be inspirational reading for me too. And I loved your writing too… Especially these word “I step out of the water and dry.”… poetical and also philosophical… as Heidegger says, in every thought there is a poetical touches (if I am wrong, please sorry for my translation.) Have a nice weekend, love, nia

  2. I LOVE this, especially this paragraph:

    “If days go by. When days go by. After days without a feeling of spillage, a “seems” – the experience, for this writer, of unexpurgated, unconventional intrinsic release – that is, writer’s personal experience (a complexity of interactions – organism with environment and others) there ensues a kind of illness, like constipation, like perpetrated violence or censorship, like oppression – that, unless a leakage is allowed, some systemic crack, a private valve – writer risks implosion. (Say – depression, frustration, resentment, anger). Holding a forest beast under the lake.”

    Beautiful, and so accurate.

  3. Yes –> “Taking up the ball-point pen, dragging it along the surface of clean paper, is like turning the tap.”
    & how I pray it’s viable. Solid writing, my friend.

  4. Excellent writing advice, I have never heard of this book! Also your writing is so so good, you have that style of a novelist, can I ask you, because this advice was so amazing, how you get there, writing a story. Maybe its because for me writing poetry is like an easy “release” I’m not sure of thats right, but storytelling so much harder—and you are just great at it—how did you get there!? 🙂

  5. Your comments are very kind. Thank you. I don’t know if anyone can really answer these questions, I will try. “How we get” anywhere – seems some exceedingly complex interrelated co-creative/responsive process of organism-to-environment. Each of us so unique and all so woven into the mix that supports life. My initial hunch was just what you do – write, write, write and listen to it – listen for what sounds right to YOU and try to work each line/thought/word to that point? The key (in my mind right now) being reading reading reading – whatever seems better to you…voices that sound unattainable or miraculous – that cause you to wonder – and just read and read and read…slowly a mentoring seems to occur. ? No arrival, only process. (I think) Thank you for your compliments.

"A word is a bridge thrown between myself and an other - a territory shared by both" - M. Bakhtin

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