Stone Hefter in High Winds


Stone Hefter in High Winds (at Jack’s farm, Western Easter)

Maybe my mind is lost
holding the lamb
held
by holding the lamb -

hope and despair
not so different
after all -
as symptoms of alive

fingering rocks
in pockets
words
accrued structures

layers
of meanings
β€œGo on”
Stone Hefter

Living Tree
Breath Brother
Sighted Singer
no division

only specular,
complex,
complicated processes -
birds, soil

plants, mammals
always skies
everywhere in light
or what is darkness for?

he said,
let there be...
and there is
in beginnings

the words
ends and means
roots to branches
seed to flower

quarks to organum
charging inspired
bodies
carbonated sparks

in the high winds

Grateful to engage again… things brewing

manoftheword.files.wordpress.com/2012/06/who-then-is-speaking.pdf

ELSE – Erasure : Beginning

Erasure It will have to be something new, you think to yourself, beginning.  What’s been done before is already present.  All the brief and poignant …

ELSE – Erasure : Beginning

Whoever is reading through so much I don’t remember that I somehow cobbled…thank you…& wonder why I feel ever in the same place at my desk, absorbing, wondering, rejoicing, and…. erasing & beginning, beginning & erasing… thank you reader55555

Metamorphosis: 2013: Insect Intensity

Termite Art Working the edges and angles.  β€œPart of the woodwork,” they say, though not in a structural sense – rather more a destructural or …

Metamorphosis: 2013: Insect Intensity

Thank you readers which stumble upon and engage my tunneling activities… reminders of this quiet wrestling vocation in the midst… still termiting here πŸ™πŸΌ

Reviewing old writings

Silence

Greetings all – thank you for continuing to visit, care, find, read the polysemic stupor this site has been for me. I have felt that I should respond to my extended quiet and lack. As with everyone, much transpires within-without always/all ways… for now I can report that after years of PhD studies into the concept of “nothing”, an ever-expanding and extending fertile void…

Has drawn me toward pondering more intensely what silence might evoke or emit… I should like to say that I have been interactive, con-fused, com-municative, alive/immersed in much (empty-full) space(s). Here’s a card of greeting, thanksgiving, and hello again:

Words of Silence

…dreamt to hush you,

like “now”

or some othered ‘then,’

“here” “you” “?”

It is time now, I said,
for the deepening and quieting of the spirit
among the flux of happenings.

Something had pestered me so much
I thought my heart would break.
I mean, the mechanical part.

I went down in the afternoon
to the sea
which held me, until I grew easy.

About tomorrow, who knows anything.
Except that it will be time, again,
for the deepening and quieting of the spirit.

Swimming, One Day in August – Mary Oliver

“Most of the time, to give oneself to language is to abandon oneself.”

                               –Maurice Blanchot–

“A word’s reach extends a speaker’s grasp, or what’s a language for?”

–Stanley Cavell–

β€œSome Blind Alleys: A Letter” (or, a complex “lesson in perplexity”)

Should you have the time…and it requires a bit…I would love to hear responses to the following essay by E.M. Cioran from all you interesting minds I …

β€œSome Blind Alleys: A Letter”

Someone brought this again to my attention… and again it seems terrifically timely… and may in many ways account for my recent growing silences… and work at ascesis

Mysteries – Words Flesh

Terrific collection of attempts at languaging mystery around incarnate language: https://maney.us/blog/2014/12/28/meditations-on-the-incarnation-from-select-church-fathers-and-doctors/

St. John Chrysostom: Homily on Christmas Morning

This is another post I made during Advent four years ago, which bears repeating. I have read this sermon by St. John Chrysostom (late fourth century …

St. John Chrysostom: Homily on Christmas Morning

the songs i do not know (iii)

Tell me the songs you don’t know

Dan Beachy-Quick, Of Silence and Song

Light…makes some things seen, makes some things invisible

-SIR THOMAS BROWNE, IN B-Q, OF SILENCE AND SONG

iii. inside the other

.

i walked

caves, hollows, holes

reaching in

wondering, wandering,

exploring

.

wherefore?

in whom?

this forest-stream-mountain

rain

cloud or animal

species

perhaps kind

world

.

else

.

eye, crotch, finger, part

leg, mouth, buttocks, cleave

begin

in prayer

darklight arithmetic

and and and

also

more

.

a line

emotion

an happening

or even

event

what is called

beginning

again

what feels like

entering, entrance

entry

way

.

fuel

to the opening

.

i walked

in prayer

singing

nothing

known

listening

still

to answer

.

call

response

(“Tell me,” she said)

of songs

you do

not know

(“i don’t,” i said

i do

.

begin

again

before

where now

already