“’I am both wound and knife’ – that is our absolute, our eternity”
“the idolatry of becoming”
“blasted joys and jubilant despair”
The Temptation to Exi(s)t
We’ve got our words all backwards. Ever trapped in what we deny. Our escape = net.
If we say it is all relative, yet act. “Choose.” Freedom is nothing. The words, then, are all backwards, you see, we “mean” our opposites.
Could cumulate as the evil. But still – you see? Hope for understanding, for wisdom, knowledge, some trivial insight. Log of shipwreck: cling.
Another enemy: “intensity.” Synonym “passion,” carpe diem. Opposite: freedom.
In-tense-ity. State of inhabiting tension, clinging to stress, to invite suffering (“jubilant despair”). Opposite: being. freedom.
A blasted joy. (Suffering). Opposite of freedom: want. Making antonyms by definition: “to be.”
If we seize, choose, behave, acquire, reach, speak, move…”the idolatry of becoming” – antonym? = freedom.
Kingdom equals freedom. Queendom. Selfdom. “To be”-dom. Backwards words. Backwords.
Opposite of intense: rest, quietude : thought and action one : in-sane. Opposite of want, greed : poverty : possession-less, without, without within : beggar.
Freedom : opposite : control. Self-, other-, environmental-, habitation-, security-.
Be/have : to exist is to grab, to steal, to do violence. Being + having : system : be/have. Opposite: freedom.
Say it backwards. We say it backwards.
I shout “freedom” driving the blade into my throat, bloody want. Cannot “have.” Are (are NOT = desire to become – false worship – be/having).
Religion : human organization to be/have. Become. To be. Religion as an argument for (against) existence.
Already ARE. Before “being,” prior to “having.” No need : freedom. “Meaning” the opposite of what we say.
We’ve got our words backwords.
Backwards: have-been. There it is clear.
The temptation of the system, the race or kind, was “to be” as something to have, to get, to come into, be-come…that existence was a goal, something to arrive at, achieve, seizing the days, the moments,
Synonyms: act, will, intent, purpose, do.make.say.think. to mean
Existence having been from the first.
Having been = at the last.
Synonym : freedom : nothing.